Sharings.

认识你真好

2010-12-17T17:37:00.002+08:00

如同朝露中的小草

蓝天中的小鸟

我整颗心被幸福围绕

哦我慈爱的天父

你赐的福份别处找不着

你使我抛开一切烦恼

喜乐充满在心头燃烧

认识你真好

Catholic 天主教

2010-12-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

路加福音 11:9-11

2010-11-04T13:26:00.001+08:00

9.所以，我告訴你們：你們求，必要給你們；你們找，必要找著；你們敲，必要給你們開

10.因為凡求的，就必得到；找的，就必找到；敲的，就必給他開。

11.你們中間那有為父親的，兒子向他求餅，反而給他石頭呢﹖或是求魚，反將蛇當魚給他呢

12.或者求雞蛋，反將蝎子給他呢﹖

爱。

2010-10-13T05:35:00.003+08:00

爱你的近人，
如你自己。

耶稣

2010-08-31T22:10:00.001+08:00

谁是你最深切的拥抱
让你的人生有依有靠
谁是你最顶尖的荣耀
让你的人生重新再造
谁是你最智慧的引导
让你的人生常有光照
谁是你最爱的至宝
让你的人生一无缺少
耶稣，我找到
你是我的依靠
我生命中最高的荣耀
耶稣你是我智慧的引导
我的人生一无缺少
耶稣，我找到

Merdeka

2010-08-31T13:55:00.005+08:00

Happy 53rd Birthday to our dear Malaysia.

I will love always love you.

Malaysia.

One Malaysia.

Facebook

2010-08-25T21:57:00.001+08:00

Stopped facebook
for few reasons.

And also to focus on exam.

I'm facing the real books.

God.

2010-08-24T00:41:00.002+08:00

Nothing is greater than His love.

Nothing.

For everything, absolutely everything, above and below, visible and invisible,

everything got started in him and finds its purpose in him.

2010-08-14T01:28:00.000+08:00

天空灰得像哭过
tian kong hui de xiang ku guo
The sky is so gray that it looks like it just cried

离开你以后
li kai ni yi hou
After leaving you

並沒有更自由
bing mei you geng zi you
I did not gain more freedom

酸酸的空氣
suan suan de kong qi
The sourness from the air

嗅出我们的距离
xiu chu wo men de ju li
Smelling out our distance

一幕锥心的结局
yi mu chui xin de jie ju
A scene of of heartbreaking ending

像呼吸般无法停息
xiang hu xi ban wu fa ting xi
Like breathing, unable to stop.

抽屉泛黄的日记
chou ti fan huang de ri ji
The yellowed diary in the drawer

榨乾了回憶
zha gan le hui yi
pressed dry our memories

那笑容是夏季
na xiao rong shi xia ji
That smile is summer

你我的过去
ni wo de guo qu
Our past

被順時針的忘记
bei shun shi zhen de wang ji
Has been forgotten as time goes by

缺氧过后的爱情
que yang guo hou de ai qing
A love that lacked oxygen.

粗心的眼泪是多余
cu xin de yan lei shi duo yu
Careless tears are unnecessary

我知道你我都没有错
wo zhi dao ni wo dou mei you cuo
I know that it is not your fault or mine.

只是忘了怎么退后
zhi shi wang le zen me tui hou
We just forgot how to step back

信誓旦旦给了承诺
xin shi dan dan gei le cheng nuo
We made promises to each other with confidence

却被时间扑了空
que bei shi jian pu le kong
Yet it has been emptied by time

我知道我们都没有错
wo zhi dao wo men dou mei you cuo
I know that it is not your fault or mine

只是放手会比较好过
zhi shi fang shou hui bi jiao hao guo
It's just that letting go would make things easier

最美的爱情回忆里待續
zui mei de ai qing hui yi li dai xu
The most beautiful love is to be continued in [my] memory

2010-08-06T10:36:00.000+08:00

从那遥远海边 慢慢消失的你 本来模糊的脸 竟然渐渐清晰
想要说些什么 又不知从何说起 只有把它放在心底

茫然走在海边 看那潮来潮去 徒劳无功 想把每朵浪花记清
想要说声爱你 却被吹散在风里 猛然回头 你在那里

如果大海能够唤回曾经的爱 就让我用一生等待
如果深情往事你已不再留恋 就让它随风飘远

如果大海能够带走我的哀愁 就像带走每条河流
所有受过的伤 所有流过的泪 我的爱 请全部带走

You.

2010-07-29T17:09:00.002+08:00

It was never my intention
to hurt you by saying such things.

It was never my intention.
I did not mean it.

Whatever I have done in the past that hurt you.

I understand how you feel.
I understand why we have been like this for the past week weeks.

I understand.

I'm sorry.

And i mean it when I say sorry.

Kit kat.

2010-06-22T20:17:00.002+08:00

Whenever you are too busy or too obsessed with something,
is it always very hard to be interrupt.

Whenever you are too free,
you start to think.

Whenever people throw you a question about your life.
For example:
What is your plan?
What is your detailed plan for many years to come?
What do you want in your life?
You start thinking.
You start thinking thoroughly.
You go crazy searching for answers.

Whenever you planed to do something.
Can you do it?
Can you follow your dreams?
Can you really concentrate on it?

Life has too many uncertainty.
Life is challenging.
Life is funny.
Life is lovely.

When everything seems to be so difficult.
When everything seems to be out of solution.
When everything seems to be hopeless.
Just when you feel like dying.
You feel like life is worthless.
You feel like giving up.

Wait!
Take a break.
Clear your mind.
Go have fun.
Take a break.

Enjoy your life.
Do whatever you love to do most.

Take a kit kat.
Lol.

Random

2010-06-21T04:19:00.004+08:00

I'm searching for answers again.
I'm praying and praying.

I always like to do things last minute.
Oh this is crap.
I learned my lesson.
No more last minute work.
Seriously.
Oh my gosh.

Have been tiring.
Really wish to spend sometime off.
To reflect on my life.
Pathetic.
Maybe I am good.
Or maybe I am too bad.

Do not accuse.

2010-06-03T22:30:00.003+08:00

Do not accuse me.
Do not accuse me when it is not the intention of mine.
Do not say that I am not willing that the fact that i am willing to give everything.
Do not say that you know me if you don't really know me.

When i say i m tired, i mean it.
I m really tired after whole day of busyness just for you.
Please do not accuse me of being selfish when the truth that i have been giving everything to you.

Simply, do not accuse. Thx.

Collective Emotions.

2010-05-20T23:53:00.004+08:00

I shall not mess up.
Studies.
One more chance for myself.
Shall not mess up
Relationships.
Shall not mess up
My life.

I'm too free to care.
Like I care?
Cause I care too much.

Once out,
Out to finish it,
No turning back,
No looking back.

Once out to love,
All out to do it,
Like I care?
I just know how to love you.

Shall not mess myself again.
This time be it the better again.

How many times i need to prove myself again?
Like I care?
I just want to do it all again.
Even if it takes again and again.
I just know how to love you.

God bless me n you. and everyone out there.

Christmas

2009-12-21T00:46:00.017+08:00

Time flies.
There goes another year.
Many things happened this year.
Be it happy or sad.
Be it started or ended.
I am glad and most important
There are happy moments in my life.

Have tried to patch things up,
have put up the best show,
am still trying my best to sort things
and put back things in order,
Had brave myself,
Had given my best for the best to happen,
for friendships,
I am hoping for the best.

Everything happened so fast,
Everything seemed so instant,
wanted to slow down,
wanted to pause,
wanted to even stop.
wanted to reflect.
wanted to learn.
wanted to grow.
But time is ticking.
Made me so breathless and lifeless.
But yet I am still enjoying it.
Every second every moment.

Glad that I have gained something.
When I gained something, I lose something.
I cherished what I had before,
cherish what I am having now,
and of course cherish whatever comes in the future.

Things that i have spoilt.
People that i have hurt.
Indirectly or directly,
I am sorry and I am thankful too.
Be it that you hate me or you like me.
I have learned alot.

I have grown.

Perhaps life has too many perhaps,
perhaps it really does have too many perhaps,
that made you lose focus.
Perhaps it has too many that made you greedy to own everything.
Perhaps life is just about life.
Perhaps life is all about me, myself.
Perhaps life is all about you.
Perhaps life isn't that bad.

When it is really not about you only.

Life isn't that bad after all.

When you accept who you are and be who you are.

And after that,
When you keep on trying,

and try endless time,

When you wanted to give up because all hope seems to fail,
There is someone there to pull you up back.
There you go,

Back on track.

When there is faith, hope and love.
There you see.
Life isn't bad after all.
Life is meaningful.

To live is to love,

to love is to live.

And I hope this coming Christmas will be meaningful.
Be it my Christmas or your Christmas.
Is everyone's Christmas.

Merry Christmas.

♥
Oh ya, Merry Christmas to you too.
For you have brought much joy and happiness to me.
Thank you.
♥

p/s: lol.. duno y my post sounded emo.. but i m not emo... haha.. fml... lol...

No Title

2009-12-14T20:56:00.003+08:00

Just a sudden thought.
It doesn't matter how the outcome, it is the process that matters.
It doesn't matter how many times u try, it is the process that matters.
Because that is what makes you grow.
Perhaps... perhaps is true.

DEAD.

2009-11-03T02:38:00.002+08:00

This blog is so dead.

lol......................

is dead.............................

meow~~~

Sigh

2009-08-23T05:39:00.003+08:00

Lost my wallet after yum cha with Huan. Exam round the corner. 10 papers. Fall sick again after I recovered. Stress. Went to make police report at 3 sumthing in the morning. Called Maybank and Public Bank to cancel my card. Now I noe they have 24 hours hotline. Lol. Oh yea, police report was super fast in terms of procedure. Sigh. Whatelse is gona happen? Worst sem of my college life. Just lost my hp few weeks ago. Zzzz... whatelse whatelse? Gona lost myself. lol. Wher is mervin? Wher is mervin? MIA. Gone with the wind. Hilang. Disappeared. Just like UFO. Lol.

p/s : Thx Huan for accompanying me and Jeremiah for the money XD.

lol... dun ask me y sudenly this pic. just random pic. emo. lol. i nid sum luvz. lol.

Survived

2009-08-16T02:25:00.002+08:00

Lol. Thank you water. I survived and recovering.
C, i told u I'll survive with water and 100 plus to be exact.
Hail water~ Hail water~ Lol.

Sick.

2009-08-14T19:10:00.003+08:00

Fever off and on and off and on and off and on. I am so dead. Anyway yesterday i went to c a doctor. After checking, I asked him, so am i suspected h1n1? Erm, no la... we cant check here. U have to go to the hospital to check. They'll test ur throat. Malaysia boleh.

Crap.

2009-08-12T11:35:00.005+08:00

We are suppose to do my physic lab report. And we ended up like these above.

HAHA.

Because we don't have mood to do. Zzzzz... so difficult to do. So many things to do.

C my pretty legs there. hahahaha...

Random again.

2009-08-11T19:34:00.005+08:00

While I was looking at my blog, suddenly I remember what sweeli says. Lol.

U blog or dun blog also same 1 la. Copy paste songs and youtube then jau say blog ald. haha.

Then Vanessa always says that my blog is an EMO blog. sigh.

Oh fine. I am reviving this blog k. I'll try to unemonized it.

Btw beware of H1N1. C.. i m wearing a mask! hahaha...

oh ya oh ya... i found this How Great is Our God piano version. Very nice.

Andddd some new songs... go check it out. Scroll down and u'll c a music player on your right.

Life.

2009-08-09T23:46:00.007+08:00

Is been awhile since I last blog. Wow. Many many things had happened. Too many things. Now when I looked back, I suddenly feel that I have grown alot. Haha. Perhaps, perhaps not. Hmmm.. I never thought I will be in KL for so long. Never thought that I will enroll into tarc and now studying advance diploma cum degree. Many things had happened. I don't know how to blog about it. Life is like a roller coaster. Am happy sometimes, am sad sometimes, tired sometimes. Life has never been easy. I wish life will be a bit relaxing. And so many more challenges I have to face. And there is something goin on in my life. Never thought things will go like this way. Haha. ^^

2009-07-23T23:17:00.001+08:00

This blog is so dead XD

2009-07-10T23:38:00.003+08:00

Questions.

2009-06-09T00:45:00.003+08:00

Recently many things have came across my mind. What if I have that much of money. Lets say I have 10 billion. I can spend like anything. I can buy anything I want. I can drink as much liquor as I want. I can just use the money to do anything I like. So what? So what if I can get everything? Whats the point? Even I have that much of money, I buy a house, I buy the latest sport car, or even I shud buy a private island. I can hired 10 maids. 10 cars. 10 plasma tv. Home theater. Swimming pool. So whats the point if I own everything? Will be become the happiest person on earth? Will people respect you because you have 10 billion? Will people look at your 10 billion or you youself? What if I have everything?

M goin to bed now.... blur... duno wat i m bloging...

Kris Allen

2009-06-02T17:50:00.004+08:00

I duno when was the last time I watched AI ( American Idol ). I don't have TV here. Lol. Alrite then, since people are talking about Kris Allen and Adam. So i googled and youtubed. I typed www.youtube.com and typed kris allen, clicked. Then I clicked Kris Allen - to make you feel my love. And immediately I was attracted to his singing. The song is just so sweet. I enjoyed it very much.

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I would offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I'd go hungry, I'd go blind for you
I'd go crawling down the aisle for you
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging on a rolling sea
Down the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
But you ain't seen nothing like me yet
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
Make you happy, make your dreams come true
To make you feel my love

情歌

2009-05-20T00:00:00.002+08:00

The Climb

2009-05-17T04:03:00.002+08:00

Updates updates...

2009-05-17T03:14:00.002+08:00

Gonna leave Ipoh soon. Gonna miss everything here. Gonna start everything anew again. Hopefully this time, everything will be better. And it seems that everyone loves money. Duh.. who doesn't? lol... Money money money... i need money too. Ah got something I wanted long long ago. Am happy. Sweeli is jealous. Lalalalala.... Oh ya, Nerriza is up to something. Erm, ask her, I don't know anything. Lol. Oh ya, she enjoys drifting. Lol. Whatelse, oh yeah, most of my friends in ump gang are goin to local U after their stpm. Hmmm whatelse whatelse.. Visited UTAR kampar and I have to say the study environment is far better than KL Tarc but KL Tarc sylabus is more attractive to me. So here goes my final decision. KL Tarc. Hehe. Hope I made the right choice. XD. Well well well... wat else... oh IPOH is so happening again with all the politics hooooo haaaaaa. How lively. At least Ipoh is not as dead as before, is so happening that you can see police here and there, especialy near MB office. They are so hardworking. Wow. Ahhh I remember something, ting yu told me 从哪里跌倒就从哪里爬起来! Yeah, tenacity despite failure. Remember that.

Is 3.30am. Bought 9.30am bus ticket. Gona sleep soon. Mom just woke up and saw me. She says go sleep la, tomorow cant wake up la. So I gona sleep... Must listen to what mummy says. XD. I am such a boy. Lol.

Finally, I am quoting sweeli's "KEEP HER OPTIONS FREE". You are right somehow. So bye bye london bridge. You have wasted so much of my time. So long........

Thats all for now. SLEEP.

Twisted 2

2009-05-04T21:35:00.003+08:00

I shot the twisted questions. XD. Last paper tomorrow. Entrepreneurship studies. After that I'll be graduating. Hell ya. Graduating.

Graduating....

Oooops...I forgot... is graduating unofficialy... XD

xo xo mervin lol...

Twisted

2009-05-04T00:55:00.003+08:00

8 more hours, I'll be having another exam paper. Well, I'll try my best. This paper is called telecommunications. I hate the questions because the questions are twisted here and there. Oh well, I am not good at answering twisted questions. Guess the person who set this question paper is kinda twisted too. Ahhh... leave it to your imagination... haha XD....

Julius : You know, whatever you do you must plan for the worst case scenario.

So if i fail this paper........ wait....... I don't intend to fail it....... so lets shoot the twisted fella down.

Bang. Consider it done. XD.

您...

2009-05-03T01:13:00.002+08:00

轻轻放我就是卸不下对你的喜欢

你微笑浏览手机里的浪漫

温习荧幕上你可爱的模样

短信的桥梁将暧昧期拉长

....
....
....

再也没有了

Focus!

2009-04-29T14:44:00.005+08:00

Focus! Focus! Mervin, you must focus. Set your mind. Think positively! 3 more papers to go! Come on... come on....

I LOVE EXAMS
I LOVE EXAMS
I LOVE EXAMS
I LOVE EXAMS
I LOVE EXAMS
I LOVE EXAMS
I LOVE EXAMS
I LOVE EXAMS
I LOVE EXAMS

I LOVE YOU, EXAM.

EXAMS

2009-04-26T00:17:00.002+08:00

I HATE EXAMS.
I HATE EXAMS.
I HATE EXAMS.
I HATE EXAMS.
I HATE EXAMS.
I HATE EXAMS.
I HATE EXAMS.
I HATE EXAMS.
I HATE EXAMS.
I HATE EXAMS.

I HATE YOU, EXAM!

Life Is like a boat

2009-04-24T06:48:00.006+08:00

Lyrics | Rie Fu lyrics - Life Is Like A Boat lyrics

Some translations...

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who’s gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin’ and we can’t escape
But if we ever get lost on your way
The waves would guide you thru another day

I’m breathing in the distance, as if I’ve become transparent
It seemed to be the dark, but I was merely blindfolded

I offer my prayers and wait for a new day
To the end of the sea that shines vividly

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don’t give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

People’s hearts move and want to slip out
The moon in its new cycle brings along boats again

And every time I see your face,
the oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I…. can see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I’d feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong

The journey is still continuing, on the calm days, too
The moon in its new cycle begins to shine on boats again

I offer my prayers and wait for a new day
To the end of the sea that shines vividly

And every time I see your face,
the oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Rowing the boat of destiny
The waves assault us
One after the next
But that’s a wonderful journey, too
Any one of them is a wonderful journey

Andrew,Emily,Vanessa,Mervin,Jena

2009-04-19T09:58:00.002+08:00

Time: 4:30am
Day: Sunday
Venus: Emily's house

Emily : Eh mervin go sleep la, later you need to ride lar. Go get some sleep la.
Mervin : Dun wan lar, so early. U go sleep 1st lar.
Vanessa: Yalor Emily, u go sleep 1st la. I stil wana watch mass in lantin in youtube. Is so nice.
Emily : U all realy dun wana sleep ah?
Mervin : No nid sleep lor. U sleep 1st la. We are nocturnal.

After awhile, Emily give up and said...

Emily : Ok ok. I go sleep la.
Mervin & Vanessa : Nitez!!!

Then we continue to chat. Vanessa was telling me that how Pope conducts mass and so on. She said she has a movie about the life of the John Paul II.

Vanessa : Watch this. This is the movie about John Paul II. Very interesting.

Mervin : I wana see that part la. Tat part. Erm the part that they elect Pope. I heard the smoke will come out, sumthing like tat la, then the pope will be chosen according to the colour of the smoke.
Vanessa : Oh izit?

Then we continued discussing about Pope thingy until sundenly...............................................

Vanessa phone rings...

Mervin : Who will call u at this hour?
Vanessa : Hello? (Conversation with Andrew)

Conversation ended.

Mervin : Who called you?
Vanessa : Andrew.
Mervin : Why? What happened?
Vanessa ( depressed face ) : He called because Jena is sick and vomitted blood.
Mervin (Shocked) : What?
Vanessa : Ya. He asked me whether there is anyone that can send her to hospital.
Mervin : Oh okok.

Vanessa went knocked the room and wake Emily up.

Vanessa : Emily... Emily...
Xue Eerr (Emily's roomate) : Eh emily... wake up....
Emily : What? ( Cover her face with another pillow)
Vanessa : Andrew called and says that Jena is sicked and vomitted blood.
Emily : What?! (Suden awake and rise up from bed with shocked face emotion )

........................................

To be continue... lol... the story is too long... anyway if you all want to read the simplified version. Read Emily's blog first.

Must be strong.

2009-04-14T19:31:00.000+08:00

I don't know how much courage I need to draw to pull this over. I am thinking about you now and then. I don't know how to express my feelings. I'll just smile at anyone.

You.

2009-04-13T17:43:00.000+08:00

You did not reply my sms, did not reply my messages in msn. This morning when I view your profile, I saw this few words. I stared at these few words for awhile then I realize. I did not think bout it much because I am already late for class. On the way to college, many things run through my mind, thinking that your status is somehow not true. As usual, I attended my class. I acted as if nothing happened, smiling and laughing all the while, just abit lesser today i guessed. Then after class, I had a walk around college alone because I want to be alone for awhile. Again, many things came across my mind...

As I walk....

I am afraid of bumping into you....

I recall back memories....

Things I have done with you....

Promises that you have made....

Words that you have said....

And I asked myself why? Why you have treated that way in the first place? But slowly, I came to realize. I told myself that this is the truth, this is the fact and stop avoiding or denying it. I don't know. I dont know what is the truth now but I think the answer is there, just that I don't want to accept it. I have done my best. Only God knows. Thank you for everthing. Sincerely. I never expect to have gone through this far with someone like you.

How far can i go?

2009-04-04T17:39:00.000+08:00

Of late, things aren't getting better. Final exam in 2 weeks time. Can i make it? Can my body take it? I had viral fever which recovered followed by tonsils, enlarged and coughing now and then and now my injured-lower back which makes me hard to concentrate on studies because I can't sit too long. I just wish I can get through all these.

God

2009-02-17T02:51:00.000+08:00

God is answering my prayers... Non-stop...

Will be back..

2009-01-15T04:32:00.000+08:00

This blog is so dead. Yeah, have not been blogging for ages but will be back soon after I finish my exam next few weeks. Exam starts on 16th of January. Then week after next will be Chinese New Year and then 2 more papers to go. Yes! 2 more papers after Chinese New Year. How great. So stay tuned, I'll be back. Peace out.

真的，我没事

2008-11-12T23:55:00.001+08:00

On and on the pain goes on And it wouldn't just wouldn't die

我竟遠比想像中軟弱且無能為力

對你的眼神選擇了逃避

恨自己恨自己

On and on the pain lives on It's hurting so much more

就讓我被悔不當初的罪惡吞去

懲罰過後能否帶來解脫

I'll be fine I'll be fine

So many cried listening to God

讓堅強不只是種偽裝

So many lies listening to you

天亮後 I will be fine

On and on the pain goes on and I just don't know how to cope

伸手抱住自己是否就能夠不再空虛

最後信念別放棄 I will be fine I will be fine

So many cried listening to you

希望你能再給我力量

So many lies listening to you

什麼時候 I will be fine

當我再也不對任何事期待

只剩下你只剩下你

有天當我捨棄一切見你

請妳要微笑不語

So many cried listening to you

希望你能再給我力量

So many lies listening to you

什麼時候 I will be fine

Matthew 11:28-30

2008-11-03T22:39:00.000+08:00

Matthew 11:28-30

28"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.

29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.

30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

馬太福音 11:28-30

28 凡劳苦担重担的人可以到我这里来，我就使你们得安息。

29 我心里柔和谦卑，你们当负我的轭，学我的样式；这样，你们心里就必得享安息。

30 因为我的轭是容易的，我的担子是轻省的。

You might wonder why Jesus said follow Him and carry His cross but here it says go to Him for He will lessen your burden and give you peace. It is illogical. But the answer is we carry the cross on His cross. Think about it...

Together We Make a Difference!

2008-10-26T00:30:00.000+08:00

Just a week after my 2nd sem starts, went to CSS Anual Camp. Catholic Student Society annual camp. It was fun. Gained alot from this camp. Michael's talks were very very inspiring and in some ways it is touching. Hmm. Some of these might make you laugh.

Vincent - Winnie the po-oh.
Sheila - Sas guy! Swt..
Kelvin - Two nights sleeping on the same bed with me. *something happened*
Andrew - Pukimak. Lol!
Pauline - Eh! My english get C only! Ok!?
Julius - Adverstising first year advance diploma.
Michael - Slap whoever looks ugly to him. Haha.
Vanessa - Where's my piano?

2008-10-24T20:46:00.000+08:00

Alright. I know this is super late. Lol. Anyway, here are the SMC youth. Pictures do the talking and pictures worth thousand meanings. XD.

Updates.

2008-10-20T00:29:00.000+08:00

Many things had happened throughout this few weeks. Until now, I still haven't blog about on the SMC youth outing and CSS camp. Will post them up soon although is abit late already. Well, 2nd sem started just recently. 2nd year 2nd sem, just 1 more sem to go and then I'll get my diploma. Things are getting tougher. I can't do my maths tutorial and starting chating on msn and playi games. Got my results from the 1st sem examination. Thank God, I thought I will fail 2 or 3 papers but I failed 1 paper only. Passed other 5 papers. Just 1 more sem to go. From the very 1st day til now, everything seems so fast, my time in kl is goin to end soon. I might not be continuing my advance/degree here. But who knows what will happen then? Only God knows. I must cherish my remaining time here.

Praise and Worship

2008-10-07T00:59:00.000+08:00

Today, as usual went to Praise and Worship. It is very satisfactory. I felt a sense of satisfactory. Today's questions are what is worship and your experience through worship. It is his turn to share. I forgotten what his name. Just name it He. So, I'm touched when he said God died for us, for us sinners. He died on the cross. He never knew who you are, and yet he died on the cross for you and me, for us. His love for us is overwhelming. When his love touches you, you can't stop it. It is like a bottle of coke being filled with wine, constanly being fill up by wine and it will overflow out to its surrounding. It won't stop. It will flow and flow to everyone. That is God's love. If you really know how and what is God's love then you will know how to love your neighbours. Then, he shared about believing in God. We all know that there is God, but do you really believe it? You understand about believing God, but do you trully and fully belive in Him? Believe that He is the creator that created you and me? Nailed on cross and died for us? Well, I am not good in elaborating what he had shared. Anyhow it is a fruitful P&W. Thank you Lord.

UMP Gathering

2008-10-05T23:48:00.000+08:00

Is was a very exciting week I had. Went out with friends and had a great time with them. So, last thursday, ah Loy suggested that we buy some food and DIY it to eat. We went to Jusco and Tesco to get pizzas, wedges, bread and stuffs. Then back to ah Loy's house, we were seperated to helped out. So, I followed Chow back to his big, new, luxurios house. Forgot to take some pictures of it but indeed it is a very grand house. Then, Chow supposed to do the baking but ended up doing all the baking by his brother. His brother is very much better in kitchen. Then, we finish everything and went back to ah Loy's house. We brought our pizzas and garlic bread we baked earlier. The other food like wedges, chicken drumstick and so on were prepared by ah loy.

Then, we started eating. Talk talk talk, crap crap crap, laugh laugh laugh non-stop. Shaun came and that means everyone is here. Here goes. Thomas and Yee Kwan went into ah Loy's house to do something. Then suddenly... happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to ah loy~, happy birthday to you. Apparrenly, we planned to celebrate ah Loy's birthday abit earlier since everyone is here. Here are some pictures...

After that, we strolled down memory lane. Gone were those school days that we have so much fun. Sweet sweet memories. Chow got canned by Mr. Saba over 40 times during his lower secondary he said. Haha. And those funny funny nicknames given to those teachers and many many more stories. Lastly, I would like to present this to all. Ang Deng Loy use his pajero and fetch us to Gunung Rapat Imax. Below is a video clip I took while we were all inside the car. Hehe.

稻香 Fragrant Rice

2008-10-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

稻香 Fragrant Rice

曲：周杰倫
Music: Jay Chou
詞：周杰倫
Lyrics: Jay Chou

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
dui zhe ge shi jie ru guo ni you tai duo de bao yuan
If you have too many grievances towards this world,

跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
die dao le jiu bu gan ji xu wang qian zou
Having fallen, you lose the courage to go on

為什麼人要這麼的脆弱墮落
wei shen me ren yao zhe me de cui ruo duo luo
Why do people want to be so weak and fallen?

請你打開電視看看
qing ni da kai dian shi kan kan
Please turn on the television now and see for yourself

多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
duo shao ren wei sheng ming zai nu li yong gan de zou xia qu
So many people bravely fighting for their lives

我們是不是該知足
wo men shi bu shi gai zhi zu
Shouldn’t we be content,

珍惜一切　就算沒有擁有
zhen xi yi qie jiu suan mei you yong you
Cherish all we have, even if we don’t possess them

＊還記得你說家是唯一的城堡
hai ji de ni shuo jia shi wei yi de cheng bao
I still remember you said home is your only castle

隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
sui zhe dao xiang he liu ji xu ben pao
Following the paddy fragrance, the flowing stream, I continued running

微微笑　小時候的夢我知道
wei wei xiao xiao shi hou de meng wo zhi dao
Smile, I know the childhood dreams

不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑
bu yao ku rang ying huo chong dai zhe ni tao pao
Don’t cry, let the fireflies take you away, escaping

鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
xiang jian de ge yao yong yuan de yi kao
You will always find serenity in folk songs

回家吧　回到最初的美好＊
hui jia ba hui dao zui chu de mei hao
Go home, return to the sweet past

不要這麼容易就想放棄　就像我說的
bu yao zhe me rong yi jiu xiang fang qi jiu xiang wo shuo de
Don’t give up so easily, just like what I said,

追不到的夢想　換個夢不就得了
zhui bu dao de meng xiang huan ge meng bu jiu de liao
If the dream can’t be reached, then just follow another dream

為自己的人生鮮艷上色
wei zi ji de ren sheng xian yan shang se
Add bright colours to your own life

先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
xian ba ai tu shang xi huan de yan se
Paint LOVE in your favourite colour

笑一個吧　功成名就不是目的
xiao yi ge ba gong cheng ming jiu bu shi mu di
Smile, fame and success isn’t the aim

讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
rang zi ji kuai le kuai le zhe cai jiao zuo yi yi
Be happy. That is the whole meaning

@ 童年的紙飛機　現在終於飛回我手裡
tong niang de zhi fei ji xian zai zhong yu fei hui wo shou li
(Just like how) I finally found my lost childhood innocence

＃所謂的那快樂　赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
suo wei de na kuai le chi jiao zai tian li zhui qing ting zhui dao lei le
What is happiness? It’s chasing dragonflies in the fields barefooted till we’re exhausted

偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了　誰在偷笑呢
tou zhai shui guo bei mi feng gei ding dao pa le shui zai tou xiao ne
Tried to steal fruits but suffered so much beestungs until i am scared. Who’s snickering (at me)?

我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
wo kao zhe dao cao ren chui zhe feng chang zhe ge shui zhao le
Leaning against the scarecrow, enjoying the wind, singing songs till I fall asleep

哦　哦　午後吉他在蟲鳴中更清脆
o o wu hou ji ta zai chong ming zhong geng qing cui
Oh~ Oh~ In the afternoon, the guitar chords sound more crisp amidst the cries of the insects

哦　哦　陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
o o yang guang sa zai lu shang jiu bu pa xin sui
Oh~ Oh~ The sunlight shines on the road so there’s no need to fear a heartbreak

珍惜一切　就算沒有擁有＃
zhen xi yi qie jiu suan mei you yong you
Cherish everything, even if we don’t possess them

Repeat ＊＊＃＊

Some Updates.

2008-09-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

Alright. This is the old lappy in my house. If you focus properly, a few keypads came out already and it canot be fix. That means, i can't type properly but luckily there is still another spare keyboard connected to this poor lappy via usb port. Oh well, this lappy is old, so is damn freaking slow and lag. So, can't really multitask. So, I made up my mind to go to the CC near my house since I am quite boring in the afternoon.

As u can see below here, there is no transport for me to go outside. Parents went out to work. Sobz. No car, motor at kl, so there is still one last transpot for me. Hehe.

Ta da!!! Bicycles! Never touch them for ages d although I used to ride them alot. There are two bicycles there and the left one is a mountain bike which is already spoilt. I can't change the gears so basically is spoilt. So I took the other one. I look idiot on the road, lol, riding this kind of bicycle gave me a weird feeling.

Reached CC and spent whole afternoon looking for nice songs to put into my blog. Found this Yiruma who is a South Korean piano music composer. Wiki it for more details. Just added 2 songs at the moment. His piaono musics pieces are beautiful. Please do enjoy them.

p/s: Oh yea shaun, just 2 of us go lepak? As I know, UMP they all are having STPM trials right? I wana meet them. Friday night???

Ipoh, I'm Coming.

2008-09-23T09:16:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh... is been very very long since my last trip back to my hometown. I am missing every single thing in Ipoh. Packed my stuff. Look at my poor nike bag. Lol. Got to go now Puduraya now. Bus ticket at 10.30am. 45 minutes more! See you guys in Ipoh.

My blog.

2008-09-22T17:47:00.000+08:00

Ok. I started my blog when coursemates started theirs too few months ago. Just that I was very very busy and stressed up. Those posts are mainly about my studies and is nothing much. Many of you have been wondering why I don't publicize my blog is because I am just writing down my stress-up-studies craps. Anyway, I had reconstruct my blog. Hehe. Will be blogging more often from now on. So, this is my blog. www.m3rv.blogspot.com. Feel free to drop by!

Tun Dr. Mahathir

2008-09-22T17:04:00.001+08:00

Of all the blogs, articles, newspapers I have read related to politics, this blog is the blog that i enjoyed reading the most. Tun Dr. Mahathir has a blog in case you don't know. I was flattered and stunned when I read his blog. He has such a broad knowledge and he pen down all his thoughts in a very organized manner through his blog. Many of us do not know the importance of politics. We have to know what is going on in Malaysia. This is our country. Our homeland. We live, we eat and we die here unless you are planning to migrate. Even if we migrate, we are from Malaysia. We were born Malaysians.

I quoted this from one of his blog:-

"We are all the beneficiaries of the policies of those early people who lead this country. The systems and policies they initiated were excellent. If they seem not to work today it is not because they were bad but it is because we do not have their caliber. We have become very selfish and too materialistic. This country has given us much. Is it still the country we love? I wonder!"

Random Random.

2008-09-22T16:35:00.000+08:00

Stuff inside my room after tidying but still it looks so messy.

It looks much better now. I should have taken the picture before tidying and you can have a good laugh. XD

p/s: Damn. I like the word random. =D

Staying back In KL after exam.

2008-09-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

While everyone is back to their hometown, I remained at KL for almost a week now after my exam. Throughout this week, many things had happened. Went looking for jobs with Giap Poh, my housemate it was a fruitless effort. Who would hired you for 2 weeks? Had a laugh at ourselves at the end of find-job-day. Had a long conversation with my brother and his girlfriend. Not going into details about our conversation. Some of my close friends knew what happened. He has his own point of views and I have my own. He did not raise his voice but rather explained to me and somehow some are still logical and acceptable to me. Anyway, I went to a praise and worship session, it was good. Is been so so long since my last praise and worship together with others. Then I spent most of my time reshape, reform, rearrange all my messy stuff on my table. Is so messy and it relfects what a messy sem I had. Screwed ''kau kau''. Glad is over. 2nd sem is starting soon in two weeks time. Oh, stole alot of movies from jason and cs. Jason is still like that, quite handsome and became even more handsome. Cs too, nothing much changed.

I'm Back...

2008-09-19T12:43:00.001+08:00

Going to update soon. Stay tuned.

Blogger getting ready to war!

2008-08-24T00:50:00.000+08:00

Exam is just round the corner!!! So, I am going to the battlefield. That is to say, I won't be blogging until exam finishes! Ok. No need to type www.m3rv.blogspot.com for this few weeks. Don't miss me! XD

Bloging at 3.28am

2008-08-12T03:12:00.000+08:00

I went to bed at 2.15am. Then, when I am lying my head is still in an active mode. Stupid head. I keep turning from left to right, from right to left, trying to find a comfortable pose to sleep but I just can't go into my dreamland. My brain is still kinda alert. Oh yea, besides my brain, the other thing is my stomach. I am feeling extremely hungry when I am trying to sleep but now while I am writing this, I doesn't feel hungry anymore. Weird. Then the most irritating part is, the mosquito. Even I am writing this now, those stupid retarded mosquitoes are still flying happily around my legs.... and here goes another mosquito flying past infront of me.

Hmmm, exam in 2 more weeks. Have to buck up a little bit more. Gosh, tomorrow class at 9am. Got to go now and try to sleep again. Feeling abit dizzy already.

Engineering Maths GG. What's next?

2008-08-08T17:11:00.001+08:00

I failed my math test. If I fail my math test again in the final exam I am going to kill myself. Ok, maths is down, what else? This time i sense greater problems ahead. It is a big one. I don't know what it is. I just can kinda 'feel' bigger things are coming to my route. Yes, i can sense. I guess it is my 7th sense.

Overcoming obstacles.

2008-08-07T01:24:00.000+08:00

I want to go through this time. There have been too many failures in my history. No, I don't want and I won't allow it to happen again. I don't want to be a loser anymore. I seriously want to go through and pass my exam, then graduate with my diploma. At least i want to get my diploma. I want my diploma. I crave, I desire, I demand, I need, I yearn and I must at least go through this final year of my diploma and get my diploma.

I have to pass all my test (every obstacles in life is a test ) . Please lend me your strength. I need help. In whatever terms, in any forms, please lend me a hand, a sincere hand to help and guide me through. A war cannot be won solely, the winning team in the football match would not win without teammates.

Every words count. Every words does matter. Every single words that form a sentence with a slight meaning of encouraging, even with a little intention of helping means a lot to me! So, my friends please do not stop encouraging and assisting me. I always think of you all as a constant source of strength that flows into me.

I will be very thankful.

Lacking behind...

2008-07-23T23:54:00.001+08:00

“I will go back and study.” Indeed, after studying, he can understand and recall it very fast. -Kar Hong

“Listen! Why don’t you listen to what the lecturer is teaching just now? You see my result and your result. I don't have to jot down notes but u have to.”-Alvin

“Oh… This question is very easy only I tell u. You see ah… You use this formula then you will get the answer. See, very easy only.” -Chun Xiang

“Do you know why? Do you know how? Do you know what this is? Do you why the law is in this way? Do you know why my name is Yeou Wei? Do you know this, that…?” -Yeou Wei

I don’t have great thinking minds that they have. I am not born genius nor am I born gifted with other super brain which can simply digest everything what the lecturer teaches. I need a lot of time to understand a simple theory or fact, not even to say fully understands. I am struggling very hard to become better and better. At this moment, I felt all that I have done, all my efforts are seemingly to no avail. It seems whatever I poured out, doesn’t come back to me.

My circuit analyzing skill is still very weak, programming skills sucks big time, understanding a simple logical operation takes forever. I really hope I can catch up what I have left behind. By the way, the names that I mentioned above are my course mates.

Sharings.

认识你真好

Catholic 天主教

路加福音 11:9-11

爱。

耶稣

Merdeka

Facebook

God.

You.

Kit kat.

Random

Do not accuse.

Collective Emotions.

Christmas

No Title

DEAD.

Sigh

Survived

Sick.

Crap.

Random again.

Life.

Questions.

Kris Allen

情歌

The Climb

Updates updates...

Twisted 2

Twisted

您...

Focus!

EXAMS

Life Is like a boat

Andrew,Emily,Vanessa,Mervin,Jena

Must be strong.

You.

How far can i go?

God

Will be back..

真的，我没事

Matthew 11:28-30

Matthew 11:28-30

28"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.

29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.

30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

馬 太 福 音 11:28-30

Together We Make a Difference!

Updates.

Praise and Worship

UMP Gathering

稻香 Fragrant Rice

Some Updates.

Ipoh, I'm Coming.

My blog.

Tun Dr. Mahathir

Random Random.

Staying back In KL after exam.

I'm Back...

Blogger getting ready to war!

Bloging at 3.28am

Engineering Maths GG. What's next?

Overcoming obstacles.

Lacking behind...

馬太福音 11:28-30